-Miguelmente-

"This ain't the right time for you to fall in love with me But baby I'm just being honest.." ... "In my Dark times.. Baby this is all I could be Only my mother could love me for me.." ... "In my dark times I still got some problems I know Driving too fast but just moving too slow And I've got something I've been trying to let go of Pulling me back every time .." Nah, don't worry. I wouldn't say I'm depressed. I just really like those lyrics and the song really hits me right now. In this time I'm in, I'm really trying to discover more about myself. I'm a pretty reflective person but sometimes i think too much that it turns into overthinking. I know it's not as bad as other people but overthinking is bad for anyone really, it creates problems that weren't even there before. Even though I don't like to admit it, I still have my regrets. One of them being is I wish I learned more when I wa...

Hmm will I be posting daily?  I'm not sure to be honest. I do tend to think too much so let's see if I run out of things to say. I don't want to seem like a negative person. I just feel like a lot of my posts will be about learning lessons through the daily struggles in life. Maybe one day I'll look back at these days and smile or laugh at how far I got and progressed in life. I should probably stop being too general in my posts though. Well, I am just freely writing. I wonder if anyone in this world would be interested to read about my thoughts. Let's cut to the chase. Lately I've been wondering who my real friends are. Throughout my 19 years on earth, I can't recall too many people I can call best friends. Thomas, Sean, Keenan, Matthew, Philip, Bryan, Elijah, Julia to name a few. Around these people, I really wasn't afraid to be myself around. However, best friend is a title that just can't be given away. As "chill" as it's "...

Gonna revive this. The raw unedited - write whatever I want and feel - me. Not that anyone checks my blog except yours truly. Anyways I'm currently 19 years old. It's February 24, 2016 just in case this post doesn't attach the date. Man that sucks.. it doesn't autosave what you write on the mobile app 👎 Ah well. Gotta not give up easily. -Back on track- I last wrote in this blog about 3 years ago. Most of my posts were about books and reading, which I wish I did more of today. Reading is a very overlooked skill in society today which people don't do enough of. Excuse me if my writing skills aren't up to par or if it isn't the greatest, but I haven't really taken English since highschool. I'm going to take an English course in the summer which I'm actually excited for. I miss writing in general. Back to myself. Currently I'm in a state where I'm really focusing on myself. I'm trying to learn who I really am and all...