I'm baaack! + recent thoughts/mini rant

Gonna revive this. The raw unedited - write whatever I want and feel - me.

Not that anyone checks my blog except yours truly.

Anyways I'm currently 19 years old. It's February 24, 2016 just in case this post doesn't attach the date.

Man that sucks.. it doesn't autosave what you write on the mobile app 👎

Ah well. Gotta not give up easily.

-Back on track-

I last wrote in this blog about 3 years ago. Most of my posts were about books and reading, which I wish I did more of today. Reading is a very overlooked skill in society today which people don't do enough of.

Excuse me if my writing skills aren't up to par or if it isn't the greatest, but I haven't really taken English since highschool. I'm going to take an English course in the summer which I'm actually excited for. I miss writing in general.

Back to myself. Currently I'm in a state where I'm really focusing on myself. I'm trying to learn who I really am and all.

However, a good friend of mine(JP) recently told me something along the lines of finding out who you really are is a life long process. In essence that is what life is.. did I just find the meaning of life?!?! Nah it's definitely deeper than that. And as deep as I think I am, I think that you could probably dig deeper.

I'm not crazy I swear 😅. I'm pretty reflective on my life and all. Though I believe I gotta not think too much. There should be a balance, the middle of over thinking and not thinking too much.

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Well that's definitely more than what I originally wrote in this post. The biggest reason why I want to revive this blog besides personal interest is I'm just so sick of social media in general. Contradictory (that's a word right?) I know. Usually I would post very general and vague tweets of my current moods, but it took me some time to realize that no one cares, and it's probably best not to always share how I feel to others. "Sometimes it's better to keep things to yourself".

But really twitter isn't all that bad. If you enjoy saying stuff for people to read and judge you off of then feel free.

I just feel like a lot of social media today is based on approval. You post things to get the approval of your friends (followers). It's kind of silly to know that one bad tweet or image or whatever you post can ruin your reputation. So I feel like I can freely express myself here without being judged.

But hey, maybe I'm biased. I feel as if I'm misplaced anyways. More on that in an upcoming post.

If you made it to this point, KUDOS TO YOU!!!!!!!! 😁  Thank you for listening to me rant. Maybe I'll translate this into poetry or lyrics later hehe.. oh BTW
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