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Tilt; Knowing What's Good for Me

Yes, I've been through this many times but I keep falling back to it. If I ever want to get anywhere in life, (especially with my ambitious dreams), I need to get out of my comfort zone. That means I need to stop playing video games and the like. It doesn't matter what video game either. I may be tilted as I write this and sleep deprived, but this does hold truth to it. This is almost equivalent to getting your heart broken and you still choose to fall in love with that person/ the wrong person. I also hate the concept of tilting. Sure it's always been there, like slumping in baseball or basketball. It's all in the head. One positive thing to note about this is I like to see other people succeed and reach their goals. I've always liked to see other people happy. Hence why I'm leaning towards being a counsellor of some sort....Then again I also really liked playing League of Legends too, but I've been playing with the wrong people when I've been wanti...

Stuck in Between

Currently I am stuck in between finding the one and dating as many girls as possible. I know that the second option is probably the better and smarter choice, but I just can't help thinking of the future.

Current Lesson

Aside from maintaining good posture both literally and having a good stance in life, my current personal lesson or goal is to get thicker skin.  I feel like I should be less sensitive to certain things such as criticism or small remarks made by others. I can be good at handling it sometimes, but other times it lingers in my mind. Really it all comes down to confidence. How will I take the criticism? Will I use it to motivate me to become a better person like the more successful people have? I sure hope so. I don't want to let it bring me down, but rather to use that "negative" and turn it into positives. What defines success anyways? Perhaps I'll write about that in another post. I'm a pretty empathetic person, hence why I think I'd be either really good or bad in social work. I'm not sensitive to every issue going around the world - nor am I aware of every issue. I do know that this world is troubled by the destructive nature of human beings. Just lik...

A Recent Dream I had

I had a dream, two nights ago, and I saw you again. It was vivid. It was you,  me, and Thomas. You were teaching us Spanish as we were walking outside with the beautiful scenery. I was on one side, Thomas was on your other. We had our arms around your back as we were helping you walk. Then suddenly we are in the car, I'm driving. Our destination is thomas' house - but not the house he lives in now (your old house) - his old house in Brandywine. We got lost, I almost drove off a cliff. Scared, thrilled, but happy all at the same time.  I wake up.