Spring-in-Winter + doggy family + positivity + marketing + young and handsome

So this is more of a diary-esque post because I felt like it and I wanted to post somethin since I haven't been able to for a bit. That is due mostly because a lot has been happening in my life and it's hard for me to put into words and express all of it.

It's like programming how a programmer wants certain ideas and thoughts into whatever he/she may be programming. They input it by putting it into high-level coding language that humans can understand which is then interpreted, translated and broken down by the machine level of the computer. My point being is it is not exactly easy to process your thoughts and ideas the way you want it to. It may turn out a little/a lot differently.

Anyways I had an overall great day. I feel like I've learned recently how important it is to learn something everyday. It can be about anything or any given topic, just always stay ambitious. Anyways my learning recently has been based off of realizing things. More on that in a bit.

So I actually slept at 3am and woke up at 6am.. and I had Spanish class at 830am. I really don't know why I do that to myself. I mean I was playing league of legends with friends and it was fun and all, but I gotta ask myself if it's really worth it.. I'll probably write a post on that tbh.

So not much happened at Spanish class. A lot of people were missing in attendance, probably because it was Saint Patrick's day and we had an exam the class before.

I wore green pants to commemorate the day. They fit nice but I'd say they look decent. There are better colours and pants I have so I probably won't be wearing that pair too often.

Then I went home and took a mini nap before heading to the hospital to have lunch with my family. St Pats day is my grandparents anniversary. Also my house got robbed on St pats day.. though I can't remember how long ago.

The hospital visit was nice. Had a good lunch with Church's chicken, salad, salmon and rice. The part I was looking forward to the most was seeing my uncles new puppy, Lyla. It was my 2nd time seeing her as the last time was about 3 weeks ago. My, they sure grow fast. She gained about 10 lbs! She's really cute too.

Another thing I realized, is I wish it wasn't so awkward between my girl cousins and I.  I guess since we are all older now and not as playful, we don't know how to approach each other and talk. But I feel as if I should take initiative and make things fun again. We are family after all.

After the hospital I went back to Langara for my Philosophy class. I had 20 mins to spare so I met up with Roy. We talked for a bit and he actually attended the class to see what it was like. It was the same old except I paid more attention. I realized only about half way thru the semester that Kurt is actually legit. He's very enthusiastic of Philosophy and how to live and create a happy meaningful life. I wish from the start that I wasn't so ignorant and narrow-minded so that I could truly learn more and understand what was taught. I'm just glad I'm not failing and I didn't drop out.

After Philosophy class I hung out for a bit with Roy and Joyce. We went to menchies and just chilled. However, it was not exactly chill. Another thing I realized is how negative they can be, especially Joyce and Casey. Negative in ways that  can be depressing and toxic. Geez the crowd from ND wasn't so great after all. I mean I kinda take after them because I was nice to everyone and everyone liked me but it started to rub off on me and I didn't even realize it. Maybe that's why I would be constantly negative and depressed. I need to cut that shit out of my life, there's no time for that, life is too short.

After returning home, I immediately left to meet up with an old friend, Matthew from LH. We mainly caught up and talked about life and girls and school. It was nice to see him (he looks like a skinny cheng man. ) Anyways what interested me the most was asking about his program, marketing. To be honest I never really looked into it, and I assumed it dealt with a lot of numbers and statistics, but apparently it's more about getting yourself and the products and services you offer out there. It's advertisements. Interesting. It's an option for me for sure I believe,  especially after talking with other friends who are a little older than me telling me how hard it is to find a job.

I also obserbed how people really like to talk about themselves. So it's important to know that to engage in better conversations and social interactions, I ask good and intriguing questions to show that I'm interested in the person and not wasting my time.

Went home at 9 and I'm writing this now at 11pm as I want to get a lot of sleep. I need it.

The Highlight of my day though is when Kurt was lecturing, he randomly looked at me and said
"I wish I was like you Michael, you're young and handsome".

Goodnight.