My Birthday (22)
Today is my 22nd Birthday. No more Forever 21.
Currently, I am waiting for my friend to show up as we agreed that he'd show up earlier to prepare food for the party.
A few of my other friends have bailed out on today or simply did not reply to me at all. Not going to lie, it has me feeling disappointed, seeing as today is my special day. At the same time, maybe I shouldn't be so worked up about my birthday, it's only one day out of 365. I'm just trying to appreciate my life and my birth, I understand that some of my friends are busy and have other priorities, but I'm quite certain that I have done a lot for these friends and have been thoughtful enough. I'm not the center of the world.
I feel as if I tend to neglect those who truly appreciate me and I associate myself with those who bring me down. In the past, I just wanted to be a good person and lay a helping hand, but it's as if I have been pulled down with them. It's up to myself to change that.
This will be the 2nd party I throw this year, the first being a week before. It wasn't too bad, although we mainly played video games. The party today will be a little different as there will be females present. I don't really know what to expect, but of course, I hope everyone has fun.
For next year, shall I decide to throw a party, I think I should be extra careful with who I want to surround myself within these 'special dates.' My friends from childhood have always tended to show up late to events and be unreliable, selfish, and unappreciative. I need to cut that $h1t out of my life.
Time to pick myself up! Thank you, God for my life and for this day. Let today be a lesson for me so that I may not dwell in unnecessary sadness, rather be joyful for the opportunity of life.
Currently, I am waiting for my friend to show up as we agreed that he'd show up earlier to prepare food for the party.
A few of my other friends have bailed out on today or simply did not reply to me at all. Not going to lie, it has me feeling disappointed, seeing as today is my special day. At the same time, maybe I shouldn't be so worked up about my birthday, it's only one day out of 365. I'm just trying to appreciate my life and my birth, I understand that some of my friends are busy and have other priorities, but I'm quite certain that I have done a lot for these friends and have been thoughtful enough. I'm not the center of the world.
I feel as if I tend to neglect those who truly appreciate me and I associate myself with those who bring me down. In the past, I just wanted to be a good person and lay a helping hand, but it's as if I have been pulled down with them. It's up to myself to change that.
This will be the 2nd party I throw this year, the first being a week before. It wasn't too bad, although we mainly played video games. The party today will be a little different as there will be females present. I don't really know what to expect, but of course, I hope everyone has fun.
For next year, shall I decide to throw a party, I think I should be extra careful with who I want to surround myself within these 'special dates.' My friends from childhood have always tended to show up late to events and be unreliable, selfish, and unappreciative. I need to cut that $h1t out of my life.
Time to pick myself up! Thank you, God for my life and for this day. Let today be a lesson for me so that I may not dwell in unnecessary sadness, rather be joyful for the opportunity of life.
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