A Day of Nothing

-Holy Saturday-

I'm still in my pajamas.

I had the intention of doing nothing today, and that's what I (almost) pulled off. I say almost because I (obviously) did something, just nothing productive. 

So what did I do today?

Well...

I laid in bed, probably until around noon. Then I got out of bed and ate oatmeal, then sat on my couch in the living room and watched the Cavs vs Pacers playoff game. Halfway through the game, I decided to go back to bed and watch the game from my iPad. [I still prayed the Novena (2nd day)].

After the Pacers lost, I continued to lay in bed, just thinking about nothing really. I watched a few Youtube Videos, which is a bad habit I've had recently, watching on my iPad in bed.

Once I got out of bed again, I finally washed my face + etc. When my mom saw me she asked if I was depressed, but I replied with 'No, I told you two days ago I planned to do nothing today.' But I think it's kinda true, I'm not exactly depressed.

I decided to go downstairs to my mancave, where the picture above is taken. Again, I began to surf the internet and check out profiles (including my own) on social media platforms.

Oh, and I've been listening to Damn. Nonstop.

How did I feel today?

Overall, I'd say I felt empty. I had no real obligations today, nor self-tasks.

Though this was planned in an attempt to realize that even just one day of rest (AKA not doing much) was not worth. I just wanted to relieve myself from physical and mental exhaustion, though that didn't really seem to be the case. This is due to the fact that I just finished with this semester, and because I studied a lot(but not good enough). I probably should have actually meditated, read a book, or at least done something...

Throughout the day I had thoughts of just ditching the idea of doing nothing and doing things like:

• Going out with ______
• Shooting hoops in my backyard
• Practicing piano
• Working out
• Cleaning the house
• ETC.

Conclusion

It's always good to plan out the day and have those goals in which you want to get done. Sleeping in once in a while is cool, but it should be followed up by doing SOMETHING. Although I felt like I 'deserved' this day of R&R, I don't think I'll follow this same style again. I hope I don't have a day like this again. Lesson learned.


Well at least I wrote in my blog 😝

I'm thinking of starting a VSCO or even make my own website (and link it to my blog) to further promote myself in the public eye. Though whatever I do, I hope to keep it real.