-Miguelmente-

Yes, I've been through this many times but I keep falling back to it. If I ever want to get anywhere in life, (especially with my ambitious dreams), I need to get out of my comfort zone. That means I need to stop playing video games and the like. It doesn't matter what video game either. I may be tilted as I write this and sleep deprived, but this does hold truth to it. This is almost equivalent to getting your heart broken and you still choose to fall in love with that person/ the wrong person. I also hate the concept of tilting. Sure it's always been there, like slumping in baseball or basketball. It's all in the head. One positive thing to note about this is I like to see other people succeed and reach their goals. I've always liked to see other people happy. Hence why I'm leaning towards being a counsellor of some sort....Then again I also really liked playing League of Legends too, but I've been playing with the wrong people when I've been wanti...

Currently I am stuck in between finding the one and dating as many girls as possible. I know that the second option is probably the better and smarter choice, but I just can't help thinking of the future.

Aside from maintaining good posture both literally and having a good stance in life, my current personal lesson or goal is to get thicker skin.  I feel like I should be less sensitive to certain things such as criticism or small remarks made by others. I can be good at handling it sometimes, but other times it lingers in my mind. Really it all comes down to confidence. How will I take the criticism? Will I use it to motivate me to become a better person like the more successful people have? I sure hope so. I don't want to let it bring me down, but rather to use that "negative" and turn it into positives. What defines success anyways? Perhaps I'll write about that in another post. I'm a pretty empathetic person, hence why I think I'd be either really good or bad in social work. I'm not sensitive to every issue going around the world - nor am I aware of every issue. I do know that this world is troubled by the destructive nature of human beings. Just lik...

I had a dream, two nights ago, and I saw you again. It was vivid. It was you,  me, and Thomas. You were teaching us Spanish as we were walking outside with the beautiful scenery. I was on one side, Thomas was on your other. We had our arms around your back as we were helping you walk. Then suddenly we are in the car, I'm driving. Our destination is thomas' house - but not the house he lives in now (your old house) - his old house in Brandywine. We got lost, I almost drove off a cliff. Scared, thrilled, but happy all at the same time.  I wake up.

I really want to get into a habit of writing in this blog as a collection of thoughts so that I can look back at my ideas over time and how they evolved. There are only 24 hours in a day. Though it may seem like a lot, it really goes by fast. At least 1/3 (8) of the 24 hours is spent sleeping/resting. On days of working a job you spend another 1/3 of your day working. That leaves the last 1/3 of your day to do whatever tasks you may need to do. I'd say that my prioritization skills could  improve along with better multi-tasking. It's good to take breaks after x amount of work. It's also good to recognize what counts as a break and when you deserve a break . The way I like to think of it is you earn your rest, aka your sleep at night. Put in work daily so that you're tired enough to 'pass out' at night or whenever your time of slumber is. As extra motivation and as important as sleep is,  one extreme way to think of it is "I can rest when I'm dead....

It's cold

The GRIND.  Put in work.